Oh lord!

I talked to a friend of mine about how I found BDSM interesting and how I don’t think that I’m able to have a real relationship.
Now he offered me a relationship like in Friends with Benefits, so only sex and no feelings.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?

I really like him but only as a friend and I really couldn’t do it with him. We have to much like history. Back in 7th grade he had a crush on me and I pretty much broke his heart and danced on the pieces yes I’m a bitch and now THIS! I don’t wanna hurt him again and arrrg ….!