This can’t be true

Someone hold me

Exactly two years ago on December, 15th 2009 I bought This Is War.

I only know the songs The Kill, From Yesterday, A Beautiful Lie and Kings and Queens back then and I just went into the store and got that CD without knowing how much this band will mean to me. 
These three guys and their music will always be a big part of my life and of who I am.

They came to me in a time when I had to face decisions I didn’t want to make. I felt like I needed to grow up and leave my inner child behind to face all this.
And then this three guys just walked into my life without even knowing what kind of impact they’ll have on me. They thaught me that I can keep my inner child forever, that I don’t have to grown up to achieve the things I want to achieve and to make the decisions I have to make.

They changed the way I look at things, they changed the way I thing about things and most of all they changed me.
To me it feels like they opend my eyes and gave me a chance to see the beauty out there.

But not only did they chance my life, they also gave me my best friends and the greatest family you can imagine.

I’ll forever be grateful for what they have done to me.

Their spirits are in every decision I make and in every dream I follow.

All I can say to them is thank you 

Thank you for being there when no one else was, thank you for holding me tide when everybody just let go, thank you for being the light that never left me and will never leave me.

I know I can count on the Echelon and Mars in every moment of my life. They will alway be there for me and give me a shoulder to lean on.

So yeah December, 15th is a very special date for me, in someway it’s more important the August 23rd which is the day I saw Mars live.

All I want to do is say thank you to Mars and the Echelon and I love you from the bottom of my heart, you all will always be a part of me. This have been the best two years of my life and I know that my journey with Mars isn’t over yet.